What your life's goal?

   Every footballer has target in each game, whether they must protect their defend or do counter attack to achieve their ultimate score. Even they are 11 eleven for one team, it is not necessary to them score 11 goals! What is important they must have captain as a leader and everyone plays their position such as striker, midfielder, defender or goalkeeper.

   Once again I want to ask myself, "What your life's goal?". Obviously my sight is slightly different from any player. They see chance, they know their enemy, they can plan how to score dramatically. But me, I can't see or smell any obstacle in front of me. Worst, I still crawl to seek what I need in life. 13 years survive at school and college is still not enough to teach me how to dream a dream. But thanks god, I know how to draw a bar graph.

  To dream a dream, sleep is not a great answer to that. In reality, action make you see more clearly about yourself. Eagle is not eagle as long it do not fly through the sky. Lion is not lion as long it do not prey its victim. You're human and human is mean evolution (revolution is a correct term). I do not want to say about some disgusting theory but human always evolve or change. This process is very important to adapt their new civilisation. Each of empire is different from others.

   Human is not a tool or puppet that can't feel anything. They are users, very smart users. My life is miserable because i'm forced to think about my future job or slave worker, not how to smooth our civilisation. Then, i will just follow stream as engineering student and when the right time, i will comeback from my weak point.